WHY you dont listen to me anymore?

Y? Haven been on veri good terms with my comp recentli. All started with those stupid stuff of connections and hanging of hard disk. On tues after my bro added an xtra ram to my comp, my grahpic card would not start to run, but when tried out on the other comp, its running perfectli well, and TADA its the motherboard prob. Which means we will have to change lots of other cards and chips inorder to fit in to the new mother, and its money.

But it was solve on the next day where bro got one same motherboard from frens and prob solve. And started reformatting the hard disk and all. And TADA again, one of the backup hard disk i save my files fail to run with the new mother. But works fine with the other comp also. He also say there are burning smell coming from the comp. But then after a while its fine, so i start to install the programs and all, while he say he will think of a way for that backup disk.

The nxt day, TA TA TA DA!!!! He says he found out a pin was broken from that backup disk, it might fail to work anymore, means.........GOSH, all my photos are inside there! His animes!! My backup files! my sis's, cousin's files are inside!!!! WTH, he say he will try to ask ard to retrieve the things out.

Then come last night while trying to add in accounts to prevent my cousins to install unwanted things inside. It just keep promting me to create an admin account when im already logged in as admin status. No way out but to create another admin account, but when I logged the first account out, it was being deleted! SHIT MAN ALL MY FILES ARE GONE!!!! Thanks to igh technology, they are recovered again. I foresee i will die of heart attack one day while im sitting infrontof my comp.

And i had been craving for sweet thing for my mouth these few days. Its sumthing not veri good. Sweet stuff helps lighten up spirit and mood, thus, craving for them means I'm having a low spirit and bloody hell bad mood.

Reflections

Happens to look through the certs and papers of my pass "glory", suddenly made me felt that, I owe quite a few friends, and teachers for all those plain but useful papers.

I had tasks and positions being appointed to me during those days, which I felt that time, I was being kind of "forced" to do it. Those things are just not what I will anticipate to do them myself, they requires responsibility and skills, that I found quite a hassle and actually alot of things are just not my business but I have to put my foot in it to solve all those probs.

But when I look at them now, they are now gold that I can use to make my resume looks nice. They gave me the chance to show my leadership and records to show that I'm a reliable employee.

A big thank to all of you who helped me obtained those gold.

New year New Year

This CNY seems to be too quick. Feels like click its coming, click its here and click its gone. Doesn't have the celebrating feel. I blame it on the too much holidays too. Since Nov we had be in holidays mood till now.

Deepavali n Hari Raya Pussa, then came x'mas and new yr. Just a few wks later we got Hari Raya Haji and then... CNY. Used to be veri festive for this day, but this year seems to be quite low in profile, except for the spurge of new things. I think i spent ard 400 bucks or more for this 2 or 3 days. Guilt n heart pain for my pocket,

We usualli bake delicacies like egg tarts and Kueh Bulu. This time we made them a wk earlier compare to a few days earlier like last time, due to the wk ends. And we dont have time for spring cleaning till the eve of the eve night. Till then, i still dont have the feel of CNY is just the nxt day. We were practically rushing for everything to be done and I kept thinking to myself, y the rush? I dont even feel the festive joy yet, but, man... tonight is the reunion dinner. And then CNY.

It might be the working lifestyle too. We had got an earlier start for dinner then usual, and we had got more playing and all, but time still past too fast. We dont have a veri pack hse visiting like last time, we stayed at one place for veri long b4 moving off. We oni visited 4 places, frm 10am to 11 pm. Then the 2nd day oni 2 places and temple, and nobody can get in contact with an old neighbour of mine, they seems to be vanish. My uncles start calling them in the morning on the first day till night time, they didn pick up the phone. Till 2nd day n yesterday, we still cant contact them. Strange.

Its like less fun this year. One good thing is that I got to see most of my nephews and nieces, they have grown cuter, especially Huang Wei, her voice is just so SWeeettt~.

Recieved the news of death of the grandpas of Mao n stine, I think our reunion night has to be canceled, one more bucket of water just poured down. Visited river hongbao yesterday, get to see live fireworks. While boarding the bus got irritated by a damn rude n uncivilised auntie. YUCKS. Tats the 3rd day, also the most quarrel day, its right.